The
old man walked through the dark garden.
Black
ivy clung to black trees lining the stone lane and hedges of grey
flowers hung lazily down from their obsidian pots, slowly filling the air with dust-like spores. Geryon Yeed was
thankful for his aged senses, so cloying was the sickly sweet
perfume, and so ghastly the sight of skinless crows and crawling
things. There was no sunlight here, and for all mortal
consideration, no sky. Just a featureless ceiling of grey, with no
points of reference and thus no sense of distance. The necromancer
shuddered. He had seen much horror in his time, yet still this place
phased him. He could sense the moment he had left the plane which
Arcana inhabited, his spirit vanishing through the timeless,
spaceless aether to a place beyond such limitations. He tried not to
think of his prone body lying there in its soiled state.
All
a sudden, he now felt that this place was real, and its
familiarity eased him slightly. He hurried his pace through the
garden of black roses where two skeletal lovers continued their dance
macabre, pretentiously twirling and enjoying eternity, never tiring.
And by the dark river the zombified children still played,
desperately clinging on to their innocence and hiding from the
wardens who sought them. Tragic creatures.
Pushing
through a gate of dead thorns, Yeed came out from the maze and stood
before a black castle. It seemed larger than he had remembered (or
had he grown smaller?) He pulled his heavy cloak over his back and
passed through the archway, ascending the winding staircase. The old
man leant on his staff and hacked furiously, spitting on the floor
and heaving. Losing a measure of time, he pushed onwards, upwards.
When he reached the top, he paused for breath.
A
cadaver stood facing him, perfectly upright in the dim light. She
was clearly not human, towering twice the height over the Necromancer
and sporting many unusually placed bones (and two noses). Not a shred
of skin concealed the remains of her brown-yellow body, which slowly
pulsed to the rhythm of her open heart. Her intelligent eyes turned
to the old man and she smiled eerily. Yeed could barely bring himself
to meet her glance, for such a creature he had never seen on Arcana.
'She
has been expecting you.' crooned the giant, in a low voice. .
Geryon
Yeed bowed, hoisting his weary bones upright with his black staff. 'I
am honoured,
Mistress'.
She
shrugged slightly. 'Come. We have much to discuss.'
The
old man walked through the decorated hall, its passages lined with
silent skeletal guards (who were also gigantic) stood like statues
with their vast blades held to attention. A few hunched servants
scuttled between the rooms, carrying mountains of scrolls in their
arms or strapped to their backs. In one room a group of monks circled
with great calm, shrouded in dark robes. Above, high above, a
blackwing cawed in its nest and dark feathers fell to the ground
below. Sounds of mirth echoed out from a ghoulish feast-trough. Then
the halls became silent, but for a gentle wind.
The
cadaver led the Necromancer into an obsidian chamber, which blocked
all light. It was pitch black.. Yeed had the feeling that there was
more to this place than it first seemed, and held a hand to his head.
Suddenly, the dome-like roof peeled away to reveal the full vastness
of the cosmos, and star-light flowed in. The cadaver smiled, every
articulation of her face exposed.
'It
is a magnificent sight, is it not?'
The
old man nodded, 'It is. Yet I do not feel She invited me here to
admire the spiralling suns.'
'They
are part of the reason, yes. An introduction if you will. Do
they not remind you of the sheer scale of the cosmos; the sum total
of all pain and suffering, Master Yeed?'
He
nodded his head, 'Often. I live with it, as I live with Her presence
in my heart.'
'You
will die with it too I imagine' the cadaver smirked again, 'And the
other side of the hand – flourishing. Do you ever think of the sum
total of all the joy out there; experienced by all of the races, on
all of the planes, upon all of the worlds, by all of the
individuals?'
'I
do, Mistress. Though I feel little of the good in my dotage, and find
it a distraction to my duties.'
'It
is She who controls the balance of such things. She decides who will
live, and how. She decides
who
will die, and when. There is little room for mortal will in Her
dooms.'
'You
do good to remind me of Her power and my own impotence, Mistress.'
'Yet
in light of these things you continue to fail Her.'
Geryon
Yeed gazed at the black flagstones in shame. The silence was broken
only by the thumping of the giant's heart. Catching his breath, the
old Necromancer spoke.
'I
do all that I can to serve yet...I feel shame. I am old, and my time
is almost up. I fear I will die
with
my task undone. What more could I have done to deliver Her way?'
'You
doubt yourself. This disappoints me. Be grateful Her eye is poised
elsewhere, for this
gives
you a chance to explain yourself to me.'
'What
might I explain, Mistress?' asked Yeed, now coming to question
whether this giantess was some form of lesser god.
The
cadaver picked an intrusive fly from between her exposed biceps and
continued: 'In our first
meeting
you proclaimed that total rule of Arcana was near, that it was ready
to be absorbed wholly into Her realm once and for all. As you know,
our reach in that plane is rather powerful, with few other major Gods
to contend with. Yet when you called us nine centuries later from the
black altar of Blackmire you proclaimed that your grip upon Arcana
has weakened, that your little outpost was weak and that Her
enemies had grown ever stronger, and more numerous.'
'Aye.
We underestimated the unnatural ones, the Elydrim. They came through
the gate and dominated Arcana three centuries after we first
called you. Their hegemony lasted not long, and they fought among
themselves in short order. Their kin-strife resulted in a vast
explosion of magical force, a catastrophe which threw the balance out
of all proportion. We thought that we might take them to task and
redeem ourselves. Yet their forces were too strong; and allied with
the Dragons (curse their name), and their immortal generals
guided them with great resolution. We have not the Lore nor the power
to subjugate them now, and our allies are few.'
'I
do not underestimate the Elydrim for a moment. They plague many
planes, and have no need to worship deities, such is their power. Yet
they have not the Truth; Her truth, and thus they are gnats upon the
cosmic hide. Has this poisoned you? Have you lost faith in Her way?'
'No
I...yes. Perhaps I have. In which case, aid me Mistress!'
'Very
well, but this shall be the last time ere I lose my patience and
grant you true death,' she paused, and peered down at the small old
man. 'I sense that you still enjoy the star-warmth upon your hide and
the nourishment of fruit and mead, for you are still thinking through
mortal blinkers. Your experience is very much subjective, and
limits your ability to serve. Yet She is greater a being than any of
us can fathom – she is objective. There is no warmth or
nourishment for Her, nor is their pain or suffering; there is no Good
and no Evil; there is no perspective from whence She sees, for She
has no form; She has no will and ponders no choices, for all that She
does is perfectly aligned with Her destiny. There is only Her task,
and it begets no explanation: Her task is Her task, and She performs
it for it is Her, and She is it. She is the balance between
life and death, and all of the cosmos must move at Her whim. I
believe you have lost faith Necromancer, I believe that you have
become so involved in petty mortal affairs that you have forgotten
how the metaphysical entwines with the physical. Release your hold on
yourself, on your childish notions of morality, and allow Her to
infuse all of your actions, and to fill the very breath in your
lungs, to forget and give yourself utterly. Then, when She next comes
to exalt or sacrifice you, it shall be without the slightest
hesitation. My powers as a seer are limited, for I am a warrior at
heart, yet I feel that you have already overstayed your welcome, and
missed your first opportunity to give yourself wholly to Her; wholly
to the cosmic balance of life and death itself!'
Geryon
Yeed smiled and bowed low, prying himself back up with the force of
his black staff, 'You
speak
wisely mistress. Rest assured, when I return, the drums of war shall
beat and the dead return
to
life. This time I shall not fail Her. This time I shall give
everything, my husk and my soul. We will sweep our foes away by the
force of Her truth and restore the balance.'
'And
Arcana shall be Hers, and I will assist you myself. And you,
beautiful Master Yeed,' the cadaver gazed down at the gnarled old man
with a sultry wink, 'shall be mine.'


